There are certain things in life where you know it's mistake,but you don't really know it's a mistake,because the only way to really know it's a mistake is to make the mistake,and look back, and say, "Yep.That was a mistake."
I feel that I got lucky, because any sensive security was pulled out from under me,so I was forced to look forward.I had to....there was no going back. and I reached a point where I just thought :"I`m gonna work as hard as I possiblly can and see what happens."